Chapter 19 of Shiva’s Messenger
Piñata of the Inquisition
John woke up gradually, still strapped to the kitchen table. When he had blinked his eyes for the first time, his lips were dry. A gentle hand had held his face and poured some water into his mouth. Most had spilled down his chin. The events of the past few days slowly came back to him.
On a zigzag course, always going west but with jogs north and south, he’d outdistanced any pursuit and closed in on the national boundary. His dash across the border was purposely timed for a peak period at a busy crossing. Canadian customs should be an unnecessary formality and often is. Who would want to smuggle out of the U.S.?
Sunlight was streaming into the kitchen window as he opened his eyes. Even before his pupils adjusted, a figure like an ethereal angel bathed in a halo of radiance approached, to moisten his lips again. His eyes focused and the seraph was Jessica. He had felt the presence of her voice but had thought it was part of a dream.
With a woman he loved on either side propped under his arms for support, he walked at their urging to a bed. He tried to speak but his voice wouldn’t answer the call.
“You need more sleep.” Cindy’s fingers stilled his lip’s efforts as she offered her prescription.
On one of the few lucid times in his early recovery, he’d asked for the name John instead of Roger or Romero. They in turn, had filled in the gaps of how they came to both be here together so unexpectedly. Now in the day following his surgery, Jessica helped him to eat some hearty soup but he ate as slowly as possible because he could see the girls were on the edges of their seats. There is a tempest of questions looming on the near horizon and I can’t see any shelter for the answers.
“What is your official name?” Cindy waited until a last mouthful went down then gave the eggshell a rap with the heel of a spoon.
“I don’t have anything official.” John’s thoughts raced. Father, please insert advice here. I’d even accept a cryptic Shiva gem. The internal pleas were barely past his brain’s lips when he realized the hitcher had advance paid his passage with a coin. Bhairava and his atonement bowl.
In Hindu lore, Shiva has another manifestation called Bhairava and while in that form, he beheaded his father Brama. The young John had mercy killed his as well. The guilt crazed Bhairava held his father’s skull and it transformed into a begging bowl. Atonement was finally found in the holy city of Benares but there was a lesson for the now and here. Absolution couldn’t be given until asked for.
How much baggage have I been packing from my dad’s death? Retrospectively, he could see the amount required a trailer hitch on his bumper. He was afraid to let people get too close. It wasn’t just to protect his mission, as he rationalized it to his consciousness, he was avoiding his own possible hurt. Existing in a space wasn’t living a life but contact with souls was. I have to check some luggage with a porter. I can answer their questions. Cindy and Jessica deserved no less than the truth. His habitual inclinations however, would still make it as sparingly as practical.
“I was born in a cabin in the far north.” Just that first sentence seemed to lighten his burden. “My father intentionally didn’t register my birth. There are no records of me anywhere in the bureaucracy. No one has my fingerprints or a sample of my DNA. That’s why I can’t ever go to a hospital. The closest thing I’ve ever had to a real name is the one my father called me by, John Fitzgerald.”
“Why would he do that?” Jessica took her turn at working a butter knife into the piggybank. It seemed to her that the worst kind of identity theft would be not providing an initial one.
“That’s a story that started long before I was even born.” John winced, as she nailed a critical inquiry. “My father committed an act on behalf of his governments. In return, they betrayed him. He escaped and swore to get his revenge. I’m his weapon.”
“You don’t have to do your father’s bidding.” Cindy bristled. If that were his motivation on her behalf, she would rescind tentative faith in him. “You’re a man of your own free will.”
“I made him a solemn vow and that was my choice.” Shaken at the way her voice had changed suddenly, John suspected he knew why. “Vengeance and weapon were the wrong words. They don’t suit his intent. Rather, I’m to be his tool to make amends and I will hold true to my oath.”
“What is your overall quest?” Jessica found a tasty trove and used a mallet on his walnut.
“That’s really the crux, isn’t it?” John took a cavernous breath. Two sets of eyes were each double-tapping his forehead. “I’m going to kill a man.”
“You’ve already killed many.” The lawyer was quick to point out. “Here in Creston, then Winnipeg, Windsor and Akron.”
“Why do you think I did those?” His brow furrowed on the admission of knowledge they shouldn’t have. Do I talk in my sleep?
“They had your personality etched in like a vandal’s signature in concrete.” The young woman explained. “My friend, Darcy Leach also confirmed that a Roger Connors was there in the periphery.”
“Do the police know what you do?” His trail had apparently not been very well concealed. Bound to make errors occasionally, his last line of defense was that there was a point where all trails would ultimately disappear. Even John’s real identity wasn’t factual.
“Neither of us said anything and locally, the RCMP couldn’t tell headquarters from hindquarters without both hands and a flashlight.” The scofflaw lawyer giggled. “Still, if we could figure it out, maybe others else can too but no one has asked us pertinent questions.”
“Thank you.” Cindy and Jessica may be subtle supporters,
“You’re welcome.” Jessica glanced over at her pensive cohort then returned the spotlight of inquisition back to her witness. “You evaded my crux question. Doctor Cindy may have sworn an oath, to do no harm but I haven’t. I’m not above poking a fingernail into your painful wounds. Now, what remains to be accomplished?”
“I’m to kill another president.” On second thought, one of them is a vindictive backer. John thought Shakespeare had stated it best. ‘Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.’ He might even be forced into knit sweaters with all the wool pulled over a certain ewe’s eyes.
“Then why didn’t you?” Jessica and the whole world knew that the golden ring had been right there for his trigger finger.
“The time wasn’t right.” John balked. Sins contemplated in the future had no place in the confessional today. His mind skipped to a paraphrasing of Judith’s dis-inspiring sermon. The vice-president is worse. Were he not absorbed in counting antler points on the other trophies, the season in Akron would’ve closed before opening. In fact, the man-hunter now wondered if he even had the appropriate quarry tag for the game specified on his license?
“The most earth-shattering thing my dad ever asked me to do,” Jessica grinned at her recollection because she hadn’t obeyed the order, “was to dump an older boyfriend when I was in grade 8.”
John just smiled. This isn’t turning out so badly. All Jessica really got him to do was to confirm some things she already knew.
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“The perp in Windsor was a man of probable Slavic extraction with blue eyes and light brown hair.” Eldon recounted after their discussion with a car salesman. “This one is described as definitely Latino with dark hair, eyes and skin tone. Both are of approximate height, weight, build and age, as are a percentage of males in the planetary population.”
“The first mentioned descriptors are transformable with hair dye, contact lenses and a tanning bed.” Beth wasn’t ready to give up quite yet.
“The last group can be spoofed with elevator shoes, crash diet, a gym and a damn good Hollywood make-up artist.” Browning could play that game too.
“Our next chat is with the late owner’s widow.” Beth grinned at the partner she had a rocky start with and joked. “Try to remember the phone number already in your pocket.”
“I thought we agreed to be friends.” Eldon shot her a look that showed he appreciated the humor in it. Sarcastically speaking, the next witness was quite the prize.
“I’ve seen more realistic theatrics in an Ed Wood movie.” Eldon commented under his breath as Mrs. Frost took a powder room break after her description of the killer.
“If labels in his designer clothing can be traced,” Beth quipped on the over dramatized description heavily leaning towards fashion, “then his jeweler’s records can give a positive ID”
“True,” Eldon chuckled even as the sentence formed in his mind, “but the mug shot matched half of the demons in purgatory so we have to tack posters up all over hell.”
“You had just mentioned a racketeer.” Beth reminded of where they had left off before the urgent bladder mission. Unfortunately, she still had the mirthful aftereffects of her partner’s clever remark.
“It’s not funny.” Arlene Frost became indignant. “The man is involved with all the major mafia families in Canada, America and in Sardinia.” She heavily stressed the nation in her short list.
“Tell us about the circumstances.” Beth suspected the woman wished to impress global law-enforcement significance but Sicily was the original home to La Cosa Nostra
The killer’s portrayal matched fifty percent of the underworld’s denizens and the loan shark now comprised the remainder. Beth’s only valuable information from the chilling spiel was a sideline fact. The murderer had taken a large amount of cash from here also.
“I can identify him and will testify but I need to get into the FBI witness protection program as quickly as possible.” Mrs. Frost was such a selfless civic-minded person, willing to uproot her life to bring a felon to justice—then disappear with her inheritance intact. “One lawyer is already using pressure tactics—and she’s in collusion.”
“You’re more likely to find RCMP or CSIS sanctuary.” Beth jotted down the names of the two dastardly Mafiosi in question.
The pair of FBI agent’s then found the supposed loan shark. Though he confessed to lending money to Andrew Frost, he was offered that it was only in the interests of friendship. His angry tone of voice with four-letter expletives suggested otherwise. In a short sentence, he managed to insert five derivatives of the ‘F-word’ in an assortment of verb, adjective and noun positions. He couldn’t vent his frustrations by breaking the debtor’s kneecaps, so deluged it into his speech.
On that particular phrasing, Beth glanced over at her partner. Eldon was scrutinizing her in a manner that would’ve been offensive just the one day earlier. Now though, she just took a mental note and concluded the interview.
“Confess what you’re looking for?” Beth was friendly yet stern. His close examinations had been one reason for her initial reaction and now she wanted the root cause.
“None of the guys knows you from Adam, or in your case Eve.” Agent Browning certainly didn’t wish a return to her surliness and spilled his unofficial assignment. “I’m on sexual harassment reccon duty. In there, I was gauging your reaction to the intense vulgarity. The troops don’t want to accidentally jackboot on your sensibilities.”
“Different circumstances change them.” Agent Withers would deem a bawdy quip by Eldon as fine but the same one in Windsor would’ve been completely unacceptable.
“I’m not planning a detailed study, just jotting some handy-dandy reference markers.
“Pull out your notepad.” Beth quoted George Carlin’s line that listed ‘the seven words you can’t say on television’. Those covered the gamut. “I can also use those in some situational applications to redden the ears under a construction helmet.”
Eldon Browning licked an imaginary pen’s nib in his right hand and scribed a notation in his other palm then looked up and grinned. “I’ll send a photocopy so you’ll stop offending my tender feelings.”
“I’ve never spoken with a real FBI type.” Darcy Leach tried to decide why Beth looked familiar. Since the agent had caught her on the way out to lunch, the lawyer had invited her along. The two were now conversing over deli sandwiches in the building’s foyer.
“Until recently I was a Secret Service Agent.” Beth had elected this duty too suddenly to call ahead. Eldon was examining forensics but new to criminology, Agent Withers had pulled up short. The task was probably beyond the level of her squeamishness.
“That’s where I’ve seen you before!” Darcy nodded as her recollection also explained the noticeable limp. “You took that bullet meant for the president.”
“I did get shot,” Beth downplayed it for her likable acquaintance “but learning where the bullet would’ve hit, makes me wish my foot was heading there instead of my leg.” The American had found it odd that Canadians recognized her. At first, she thought it only in Windsor, as it was so close to the U.S. Now far from the border, Beth’s notoriety had traveled along. “Anyways, I’m with the Bureau now. I became a minor celebrity and then my secret was out.”
“If it’s any small consolation,” Darcy lightly touched the Agent’s knee in a reassuring gesture, “I think the president’s last minute ditching out on awarding your medal in person, was just shabby.”
“I was relieved when he begged off.” Beth divulged the secret detail and this new friend was now the first to know it. Why did I feel so comfortable in telling her that? The FBI agent was also bemused on the young woman’s casual knowledge of what was such a minor detail, in a nation foreign to her own. “But let’s talk of the murders.”
“I’m not your expert on that. I only served a search warrant on behalf of a client.” Darcy filled in with the details of public record. “The way it’s turning out, I should’ve taken the brief on pro bono.”
“You didn’t?” Beth found this surprising. From just her brief stop in the offices upstairs, she could see it was upscale. Those didn’t come with a frugal price tag in any country. “How would a penniless person, as you’ve described her, have the funds to obtain representation from such a prestigious partnership?”
“Her benefactor posted a retainer.”
“I’m mildly intrigued by this sponsor. Please tell me more?” The FBI agent sampled her spoon as gently as possible into this unexpected lunchtime desert but she was hungry to devour it all.
“His name was Roger Connors.” Darcy was honest but for an inexplicable reason she felt a twinge of guilt in talking about him. He hadn’t asked to remain anonymous and his name was recorded in billing records—but nice as Beth was, she was still the FBI.
Darcy Leach had been caught unguarded by having lunch with a woman with whom she shared such good rapport. Now her mind backtracked. Why was the FBI, for that matter, why was the girl shot at Akron specifically looking at a Canadian incident? The possible conspiratorial undertones were far too many to explore just now. Then, Darcy remembered her discarded notion of connectivity between her case and the murders. Jessica expressed her interest too. The Winnipeg lawyer decided to clam-up.
“Oh my goodness!” Darcy ingeniously thought of an alternative track of sending the topic into girl talk. She fanned her cheek and swerved onto the scenic detour. “He was just such a hunk.”
“Do tell.” Beth followed along as the chitchat sidetracked over some shoulders and through a chest, in an off route viewing of a hot young guy. The meandering trail was headed to precisely what she wanted to know. A familiar face formed on the description but a new backdrop was emerging. How could Agent Withers maintain her proper animosity? The snake seems as charming as the flute.